So forgot about yesterday’s post, so today’s post will be everything all together. Yesterday was like what the fuck. Good, bad, and the ugly so to speak. Stressed about money and excited for the week to come. Today was a little better however was scared the one might get in trouble again. Would be bad if it happened again and I’m afraid that the one needs to think about it a little bit more and be a hell of a lot more worried because this shit is serious. However i don’t mean to sound degrading or condescending or to make the one feel like shit, I only want to stress the point of how serious this is and needs to take it seriously. This will never go away and will always be there to haunt for the rest of life. The only thing to beat it is to learn and realize what has happened and to fix the problem. However I’m falling for the one and only want the best. I will do anything and everything to help. But things come to bother the one which is understandable and is something only times will fix and work through. I understand her situation because i was once in the same spot. The want will never go away cause the times were the best when they were here. I got rid of them simply by time itself. Like i said I’m falling for the one and think about the one constantly every single day. It drives me insane and the only question i have or that I’m pondering on is will the one really take this as far as i would like it to.